Dear Valerie,
I am writing this letter to you to say I am sorry for the things that you had to go through with everything. You shouldn’t have to be punished for something that Nick did. Yes, you did talk about things with him that in some eyes make you look guilty. Doing the memorial shows how big of a person you are. Things with your family I know are hard even if things seem to be better now, well for now. You just have to think about the person it will all make you in the end. I somewhat know how you feel when it comes to thinking you know someone then they do something that shocks you. I have had someone do that before and my memories of them changed, you look back and then see all the signs and realize there were things that you should have seen then but now they are blatantly there. You don’t know what to think about anything or anyone. You also don’t know how to trust anyone after the fact. You whole life changes after that. You’ll be scared to get close to anyone. You sometimes can’t trust people you were once so close to now are complete strangers to you. You have to remember that in the end everything that you are going through will and are going to make you a better person in the end. That you have to go through something so hard that you think you can’t get over, but you do, and you’ll be a better person out of everything.
I bet Valerie would really appreciate a letter such as this one. I wonder how you would feel had you been there and been her close friend. I bet you would feel betrayed and like your friend was a stranger. I feel sorry for her.
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